The sound of the laundry machine in the morning. The knock on my door on the days I sleep in. Hearing the house waking up while I'm still asleep. Sneaking up for a glass of pineapple juice. Throwing myself on the couch to see what the grownups have chosen for this weekend's crime drama. "Goodnight". Coming home to a wide open door. Calm saturday night dinners. The neighbour's cat. Singing my lungs out in the middle of the night. Little brother at the door. New books on the table every afternoon. Being alone. I've been gone for less than 3 weeks, and the things above are taking turn overrunning my mind. The only thing there's space left to think about, is how I'm absolutely not ready to go away for 10 months. Which again makes me think of how small and dependent I really am. Bragging about how I'm responsible and independent, when I'm just a needy baby. I wanna go home. I wanna stay home. But I just really really need to grow the fuck up.
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Hvem skriver det her?!Forfatteren er 23 og sier mye rart. Noe av det kan du lese her. Andre ting må du nesten få muntlig.
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